Sit With the Flower

A ceremony is a held space, not a casual gathering. I guide the energy and flow of each one with intention as the foundation, and the session is built around meditation, Ankh breathwork, and a sound healing journey, each element chosen to deepen the plant's work and move what needs to move.

I hold ceremony in two ways:

• In person, in Prague, as a deep and unhurried journey with the more concentrated medicine, and with guidance afterwards to help you integrate what comes through in the days that follow.
• Online, over Zoom, with the flowers or elixir sent to you ahead of time so we drink together, live. It is a real ceremony, with preparation, initiation, and closing, held across the distance.

Ceremonies can be private, one to one, or held in a small circle or a larger group. Which form is right for you, and everything else, depends on where you are and what you are seeking.

Before any ceremony, we speak first, a short conversation about where you are, what your intention is, and what calls you to the lotus. Nothing is booked before that. The details are shaped around you in that conversation.

For those ready to go further, the Blue Lotus Initiation is a private, guided journey with me and the plant, over three months.

It is not a course and it is not coaching. It is a period of real, held work: private one-to-one sessions using Blue Lotus, Ankh breathwork, meditation, sound, and energy work, together with deep-dive ceremonies and daily support between our meetings. It begins with an onboarding conversation where I come to understand your practice, your body, your intentions, and your history, so the journey is designed around you specifically.

What the flower opens over that time is different for everyone. Over the weeks, people describe sleeping deeper, thinking more clearly, feeling calmer in the body, and beginning to trust themselves again. Beneath that, the lotus tends to open the core patterns and beliefs that have been running underneath everything, alongside a deep activation of the ancient Egyptian practices.

I only take a small number of people into this work at a time, so that each journey receives the attention it asks for. Everything else, what it involves in full, and whether it is the right time, comes through the application and the conversation that follows.

Some people come to the flower and know, quite early, that they are meant to carry it for others. This is the container for them.

It is a path of initiation first, and then of learning to hold the work itself: how to facilitate a ceremony, how to organise and hold a circle from the first invitation through to the closing, how the alchemy is made, and how the ancient Egyptian practices are worked with, carefully and with integrity.

• Initiation. Your own deep relationship with the Blue Lotus comes first, because you can only hold for others what you have walked yourself.
• Facilitation. How to guide a ceremony, hold the energy and the flow, and meet whatever moves in the room.
• Alchemy. The craft itself, how the elixir is prepared, and what makes the difference between something that wears the flower's name and something truly made from it.
• The practices. Meditation, Ankh breathwork, sound, and the ancient Egyptian teachings as I have received them and work with them.
• Holding the container. Preparation, integration, ethics, and the practical work of organising gatherings of your own.

It stays small, and it is walked with my teachings and guidance the whole way through. It begins with a conversation about where you are and what you feel called to carry.