My Stories
My Alchemy Journey
Months of ruined batches, a prayer I did not expect to say, and the night I learned my method already had a name.
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Personal Writing
My Stories
This is where I write as myself, not as a source. Letters to the people on my list, field notes from Egypt, and the personal side of five years with one flower. If you want research, history, and careful sourcing, The Journal is where that lives. This is the other half.
The Stories
My Stories
How I Came to the Flower
A man who dismissed plant medicine for twelve years, and the single flower that changed everything.
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My Stories
What Five Years With the Blue Lotus Has Taught Me
The lessons that only showed up after years of showing up myself, for her.
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More of this will live here over time, the letters I send my list, and stories from Egypt that do not fit neatly into research. If you want them as they are written, joining the list below is the most direct way.